4.12.2009

my ♥ is full.

I was asked this week to portray the "Woman at the well" for the easter lesson in Young Women's. We were to dress up, and were to speak to the girls, retelling our story.

Being the foolish person that I am, I scoffed at the idea of ME portraying a woman from the scriptures. How would people take me seriously? How would I be able to deliver my message while wearing a costume from biblical times? I had many doubts on their decision in asking me to play this particular part.

Of course, I put off preparing my part until this morning...a few hours before the lesson. I read through the passages in the Bible, and wrote out my part on note cards, without thinking much about it. I didn't even run through the part before I left for church.

As the lesson began, the spirit of the lord filled the room. Someone portrayed Isaiah and spoke of the prophesies of the coming of the Messiah. Another portrayed the mother of John the Baptist. Another Mary, the mother of Jesus. Each testifying of the Christ, our Redeemer. All of the parts lead up to mine...I, the closing part. A witness of Christ.

At this moment, I realized the magnitude of the importance of my part...

As I stood in front of these beautiful, strong, valiant girls... I began to tell them of my experience with Christ. I then realized why I was asked to portray this part. It was because the Lord knew I needed it. He knew I had been praying for an experience that would help me strengthen my testimony.

Just like the woman being a Samaritan, and astonished that Christ, a Jew, would speak to her...I am amazed, that I...a sinner, has the means to speak to my Heavenly Father each day, through prayer. What an amazing gift we have been given.

On this holiest of days, Easter Sunday, I cannot go the day without proclaiming a few things I do know....

I know that Christ died so that he could save each one of us. Only through him can we be perfected. I know that following Christ has brought me only happiness in my life. I have been blessed to have his guidance and love through my many trials. In times when I thought I had no one to turn to, and felt utterly alone, I have felt the warmth of his love surround me. Just know, when you have Christ in your life, you are never alone. I know that we are all children of our Heavenly Father. I have never gone through life not knowing who I am. Yes, I am Lauren...but first and foremost, I am a daughter of my Heavenly Father. I know that Christ lives, and because of him, he has made a way for us to live with him again.

This knowledge of Christ has been the greatest blessing in my life.
Happy Easter

74 awesomespice comments:

Anonymous said...

Lauren, that was the most beautiful thing ever! I enjoyed your lesson very well today, and I am so glad you blogged about something as important as this! You are the best young womens leader ever! Rock on! Happy Easter!

Whitney said...

what a beautiful testimony and what a wonderful experience.

Kam-a-lam said...

Beautiful. Pure. Simple. Perfect.

And I do love your new layout.

Niki {A*Lovely*Lifestyle} said...

beautiful.

truly.

my heart has been full all day today as well.

thank you for sharing.

Tanya said...

i haven't commented until now, but i have been reading your blog for awhile. i loved your testimony of christ. i feel so much the same as you do. thanks for sharing.

Jayci said...

goodness. :) What an amazing day this has been. Spirituality all around. I think this has to rank in my top Easters of all time. What an awesome experience you had, even though you weren't even aware of all the good that would come from it! I'm glad you received your witness and knew more about your testimony through this. Thank you for sharing, Lauren!

thereadingmother0708 said...

You don't know me, but I found a link to your blog on a friends. I'm also a Lauren, a huge Twilight fan, LDS and an Arizonan. Great post, thanks for sharing your testimony! Oh and I LOVE your headband, where did you get it?

Ana Cristina said...

Beautiful post, Lauren. I'm glad you received this blessed experience on Easter.

Incidentally, I friggin' love your new blog layout. That is all.

kdgrimmer said...

Thank you so much for sharing you testimony on your blog. I felt the spirit so strongly today in Sacrament meeting, as the story of the resurrection was told by an 8 year old boy. It was so simple and yet so powerful, it reminded me that no matter how small our testimony may seem to us...it can mean so much to someone else if we are just willing to share it.

Happy Easter Lauren!

Hannahkin said...

Happy Easter, Lar :) i don't know where i'd be without Christ's love for me. *that wasn't an intentional rhyme, dangit!* we went to a sunrise service, and it was such a beautiful symbolism. just as the sun rises every single day to give us light and life and hope, Jesus, saviour and Son, rose to do exactly the same... and so i always think, in those darkest times in my life, the Son has risen... sheesh. it's too much to wrap my brain around! :)

Yvonne said...

Beautiful post, Lauren. It is wonderful to have experiences like that--and I'm so glad you shared it.
We truly are never alone and that is such a blessing.

I'm so happy you had a wonderful Easter.

Sara said...

This gave me the warm fuzzies. I love hearing the testimonies of others. It makes me so happy. :)

CanucKate said...

Thank you for sharing that Lauren . . . I have tears in my eyes and a smile on my face . . . an excellent way to start the day after Easter IMO! :)

Kimberly said...

Beautiful! I, as well, am so grateful for the understanding of my Savior, His love, His mission.

Lula! said...

I honestly do not know how people get through this world without Jesus in their lives. Seriously.

Kate said...

That's wonderful Lauren. I couldn't be happier for you. You are truely Blessed.

Jess said...

Lauren that was incredibly moving! Thank you for that inspiring message on such a Holy day! Happy Easter to you too (:

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Sara said...

Thanks for sharing this experience :) It's amazing how we find exactly what we've been needing while thinking it would never come to us in that way. Heavenly Father sure is a smart guy, huh?

Happy (belated) Easter!!

Mary said...

Wow Lauren, that was gorgeous. Without getting into anything deep, please just know that you made me think (a lot) this morning after I read this.

<3

Camille said...

Excellent, excellent post. I don't do these kinds of posts enough. Thanks for the inspiration!

Bekah said...

I <3 you

but more importantly, where are the pictures of you dressed as the woman @ the well? Don't deny me that Easter present...

Jill said...

Thanks for sharing that beautiful Easter story, Lauren. It's amazing when we realize that there's a reason for everything. I'm so glad you had this blessed experience on Easter!

I know those girls felt the spirit from you during your part, just like you felt it in the room. It radiates, spreads and surrounds with the warmest love.

Crissie said...

Thank you for sharing your testimony of our Savior and Heavenly Father. This was just what I needed this morning. :)

Lauren said...

Thank you for sharing :)
Sometimes I forget Easter isn't just about chocolate bunnies and hard boiled eggs..

Kristina P. said...

Beautiful, Lauren. I'm sure those girls love you.

Love the new blog look!

Ann Marie said...

I had many of those same feelings as well yesterday. It was a very spiritual and reverant day!!!

It's so nice to see this Spiritual side of you also.. You are such an amazing well-rounded girlie.

I'm sure you are a great leader and example to your YW...

I love you!

Marianne said...

Very lovely Lauren! I am so glad you had that experience. I agree with your testimony and everything you said. How I wish everyone could have such peace and joy!

Knot said...

It's always cool when God does that. Fortunately, did didn't have the be married 5 times to see the similarities.

chellie said...

I loved and appreciated this Lauren. I sometimes think your real awesomeness gets over shadowed by Edward. I miss this part of you - the every day Lauren. :) You are so amazing and a HUGE example to me - even though you are... like... 10 years younger or something. :) I'm glad you had a nice Easter.

nate and amy crandell said...

you have such a sweet testimony I enjoyed reading this post!

Alexa Mae said...

you are amazing! that was truly beautiful and spoke to my heart. i love ya!

Annie said...

Amen and amen, Sister Lauren.

Ryan and Jade said...

perfect! Thank you!

Steph said...

You put into words, what too many of us do not.

Happy Easter!

Stu and Angie Milne said...

what a great experience! this post was so beautiful, thanks for sharing!

Lindsay and Dano said...

Thanks for sharing Lar! I haven't been to church for a while and have been stressed with the baby and all so there hasn't been much room for the spirit. But your post really touched me! Just what I needed, especially today. Love you!

Lindsay and Dano said...

Thanks for sharing Lar! I haven't been to church for a while and have been stressed with the baby and all so there hasn't been much room for the spirit. But your post really touched me! Just what I needed, especially today. Love you!

tharker said...

I'm always amazed at how the Lord is able to fill our needs, and most of the time it is through others. The great thing about this experience is that your needs were filled, but I also have no doubt that Heavenly Father also had those girls in mind, and I would bet that your example and your part in this lesson touched at least one of them in a way that you may not have expected.


(why do I always leave such run-on sentence comments?)

Laura Sue said...

thats for sharing. Jesus has given us the most important gift of all!!!

Shayla said...

What an amazing experience! WoW.
PS. You look darling :)

Heffalump said...

Beautiful post, beautiful you! Thank you for sharing it!

Erica said...

I might sound completely silly saying this but I wish I had your level of devotion and belief. I guess, I'm working on it? I just haven't felt the way that you've described yet, but I want to feel that way. it's a work in progress. I hope you had an enjoyable Easter.

Laura Sue said...

P.S.
I have a surprise for you on my blog!!!

Robinn said...

I am so glad that you had a wonderful and blessed Easter. My church has taken to calling it Resurrection Sunday. I can tell that you follow our risen Christ faithfully. May God bless you mightily in all you do, Lauren! Thank you for sharing such a meaningful and heartfelt experience with the rest of us!

Amber said...

Being someone that is now re-finding my faith - I have to tell you this brought tears to my eyes. Beautifully written! I hope you and your family had a wonderful Easter!

Jenny said...

Thanks for sharing... I hope you had a great Easter!

Malia said...

was it the same women at the well when you sing?? I've sang "daughter arise" many times now, and it's always hard to get through it.

I'm grateful for those moments that remind us what it's all about too :)

Alicia said...

I love experiences like that that totally open our eyes and build us up when we are least expecting it. Thanks for sharing. Happy Easter! (A day late.)

RatalieNose said...

Good for you girl.
Thanks!

Shelby Lou said...

thanks for sharing! I love when these moments come to us. I also love your blog layout. you are adorable!

kara said...

thank you for that reminder. it was needed.

Klin said...

Love your testimony. You are an amazing daughter of God. Thank you for inspiring me.

Jessica Marie said...

That was beautiful. Thank you for sharing. It's nice to draw from the strength of another young Young Women's leader. :)

J and L Palmer said...

that is so awesome. i also wonder why i am asked to do certain callings. but have been very blessed to realize it has strengthened me more than i realized.

but ok i emailed you back. just sending you a quick message incase you check this first. (btw, don't look at my blog again.. my 6 comments can't keep up with your 100's....)

Cherie said...

This is wonderful Lauren - What a truly neat experience!

Love your Testimony :D

Nancy Face said...

I loved this of course! :)

Megan said...

so beautiful! thanks.

{Mo} said...

Isn't it amazing that the Lord always knows just what we need and is there for us if we'll just open up our eyes and our hearts and pay attention?
Thank you for sharing your Testimony with us all, it truly strengthened mine!
Monica

Miss. Practically Perfect said...

Miss Lauren,

I should tell you how I LOVE blog stalking you! Your guilt-trap message on the left-hand side of your blog got me. I had to come clean. I can't even remember how I got hooked! Thanks for the laughs!

miss.practically.perfect@gmail.com

Natalie said...

What a beautiful post and what a beautiful testimony. Thanks for sharing. You are an awesome woman!
Love n' hugs

sweet nectar sara said...

amen, thanks for sharing.

Chrsitna said...

Wow, that was extraordinarily beautiful in the most simplistic of ways and truly warmed my heart. Thank you for sharing and thank you for making me think about what Easter is really about and our heavenly father.

Heather Perry said...

Wonderful post. I loved it. Thanks for sharing your testimony. It was very powerful.

I too am glad I know who I am.

Danielle Larson said...

Lauren - loved your post! Thanks for sharing..I hope you had a fabulous Easter, and I promise I didn't copy you on your wedding colors..I had no idea :)

Devon Jones said...

Beautiful. Nuff said. -Devon, your photographer friend in Texas

T. L. C. said...

Very pretty Lauren. Felt your heart, truly.

aurora said...

I am glad to add my 'happy comment' to your post.
It was beautiful. Thank you for putting it so beautifully and simply.
xo

Katie said...

Lauren, thank you for your beautiful testimony and inspiring words. Keep sharing! *Hugs*

aubrey said...

oh lauren.

my easter was not very easter like. i am feeling big and achy and whiney and always miss family on special holidays like this. and had to cook our own lame easter dinner and our church meetings were just like any other church meetings with two choir songs thrown in during sacrament meeting.

i'm just saying i really wish i had read this on sunday to feel this lovely spirit that i am feeling right now. thank you so much, lauren. i love to read this side of you. xo

Higgs Happenin's said...

Thanks for sharing your experience, I love how prayers are answered, often in ways we don't expect--like this. A perfect way to feel the spirit of Easter.

Sarah said...

Lauren, I've been blog-stalking you since I found you (through The Bingham Diaries) and wanted to tell you that this post is one of the most amazing posts I've read.

You *always* make me laugh, and your fandom about Pocket Edward kinda creeps me out, but your open honest and truthful sharing of your faith impresses me.

I, too, am a daughter of Christ and one day, in Heaven, I will get to tell you this in person.

The Gomes Family said...

What a beautiful testimony girly. You are a great person and a great daughter of our heavenly father!

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Amen!