

each of them, teach us something on along the way...
whether it be, "that person has truly changed my life for the better..."
or "that person made me realize i never want to be like that..."
no matter what, we learn. and for that, i am grateful.
i am grateful for this life where i am able to experience love on so many levels.
i am in love with ted, and having him in my life has brought me the greatest happiness. i KNOW what it feels like to be completely loved unconditionally.
i have the love my parents. this week my mom said to me, "no matter what happens in life, no matter what you ever did wrong, i would always love you with all of my heart." having the knowledge of that kind of love is amazing. i am so blessed.
which brings me to the love of my Heavenly Father...
thinking about how much my parents love me makes it almost incomprehensible how much my Heavenly Father loves me, and knows me. He knows my hurts and my frustrations, even when I think no one understands. I am grateful for the relationship I have with Him.
i have the love of my siblings. i adore my siblings so much. i truly believe they are the coolest people on the planet, and i will always have their back, and i know they have mine.
i have the love of my friends. i have gone through a lot of friends in my life.
some might see this as, "ah, lauren can't keep any friends..." but that is completely untrue.
my closest friends are the ones i have had for years.
they are the ones that saw me through my hardest, darkest time.
they are the ones that know my life is hard.
they also are the ones that know that ted always comes first and friends come second.
these friends "get me"...and stand by me, no matter what.
they know who they are :)
i am also blessed to have such amazing online friends.
i am so grateful for the loving emails, comments, tweets and texts of love.
i don't care what people say about "online friends" not being real.
that is bull crap.
i know that i can turn to my friends at any time and they will be there.
i am so grateful for all of you. such a blessing.

i really liked my outfit, today.
that's all.
but seriously, i love you all.
your friendship means so much to me.
xo, lauren.
























































































